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10 May 2009 @ 11:29 pm
Sudden angst attack!  
Today was my massive crying-during-kangeki day.

I kind of knew it would be as soon as I got my ticket, and it had changed from S-seki to B-seki.

Actually, I knew when I started tearing up at the opening music.

I cried at practically everyone and everything. I cried more bitterly than I cried at My Dear New Orleans.

My lowest moment was when they're singing the "yay we're happy, everything's fixed" song -- めでたい、飲みたい -- and I thought, why am I sitting here, enjoying Eriko doing this silly dance, instead of my darling?

Teffy, I'm very glad we had that heart-to-heart... but it just made everything more unbearable without you. ;__________;

After the play half, all the Mii-chan cultists (there was apparently a souken going on right next to me) moaned about how all this crying is so exhausting.

It's good to know it's not just me.

And then after canceling my ticket for maeraku, my club had to tease me just now by mailing me to say there's an extra ticket for the Saturday afternoon kashikiri, and if I wanted to go I wouldn't have to pay or anything.

But I have work.

It was so easy not to count the days before, but now...

One week until raku.
 
 
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kirakira_sora: kissukirakira_sora on May 10th, 2009 02:34 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry. I'm crying a little too now. But, you should be happy that you are seeing it.
A fascination frantic in a ruin that's romantic: I Survived 2007.12.24shirabyoshi on May 10th, 2009 03:34 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry you've been so upset. ♥ ♥ ♥
gummical: Kenshin silencegummical on May 10th, 2009 04:09 pm (UTC)
-giant hugs-
Ms. Brittladybretagne on May 10th, 2009 04:19 pm (UTC)
*hugs tight*
utena1409: Tani black/whiteutena1409 on May 10th, 2009 05:34 pm (UTC)
T___T *hugs*
Next week is going to be so traumatic.....
michiru42: AS Saramichiru42 on May 10th, 2009 09:06 pm (UTC)
*big ol' hug*
Jess (Ducky): Gabriellejust_keep_on on May 10th, 2009 10:34 pm (UTC)
*hugs* *more hugs*

I really can't say anything more than that ;__;

*HUGS*