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29 March 2010 @ 10:04 pm
The best thing  
There was something I really wanted to talk about but forgot to in my last post, but I suppose it's just as well to make a whole new entry about it.

相手役。A partner is such a beautiful thing.

Do you know, or can you imagine the bliss that comes of watching your girl being loved by someone?

The concept of her acting out a romance is wonderful enough in itself, but her being smiled at and held by someone else gives her twice as much shine; makes her more radiant than anything.

I realized midway through that surpassing everything else, this was my absolute favorite part of every viewing of Je Chante. Watching Kacha smile at Alice-chan. Watching them dance with each other and hug each other tightly. But above all, those smiles.

I was an absolute crying mess last night writing two letters. One to Alice-chan, in my clumsy attempt to express this thought. One to Kacha, thanking her for giving my girl so many brilliant smiles. It broke me down completely, putting it into even simple words.

Can you imagine, do you understand that there are very few scenarios in which anything could ever be better than this?

I was left with possibly the most precious and beautiful moment of my life today, as my club gave me a first-row ticket to my last viewing of Je Chante. I could have died happy then.

Instead I was left staring at the curtain over the stage barely a meter in front of me and never wanting to leave the theater, fighting down the flood of tears.
 
 
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Tellychan: alicesailortelevator on March 29th, 2010 01:46 pm (UTC)
Omg that's amazing! That really is like the most precious memory ever! <3 I'm so happy for you. ^^
A fascination frantic in a ruin that's romantic: 1 Osa Ayane Genjishirabyoshi on March 29th, 2010 01:55 pm (UTC)
In a word...

YES.
Beth Winter: fandom - no life kingbwinter on March 29th, 2010 02:33 pm (UTC)
It sounds so much like magic :) Perfect moments are hard to come by, and I envy you.
The White Bunnyleokok on March 29th, 2010 02:49 pm (UTC)
YES...can understand ^^
cant wait for your full report.....>3
everyone doing great in this shows...>333333
i hope sky stage will play this shows as fast as possible>
palais: alice: classypalais on March 29th, 2010 03:34 pm (UTC)
Oh, Julie. I can only imagine how emotionally overwhelming this is for you, for all of the reasons you've described. Alice is really so lucky to have you as a fan. I'm sure she and Kacha will both be delighted and touched by your letters.
anthy1306: Ayane shinyanthy1306 on March 29th, 2010 03:43 pm (UTC)
To answer the question simple: "Yes, I can!!!"
It is wonderful to read about such emotional things from you. It is far, far different from the avarage "fangirl squee".
I am so happy you could see it from first row!! *__*
Katelynhappy_riceball on March 30th, 2010 01:19 am (UTC)
Oh, to be in your shoes! <33 I can imagine how overwhelming it is, and I hope you have many more lovely moments to match these in the future.
Tiger: Alicemuirin on March 30th, 2010 08:14 am (UTC)
Such a beautiful post♥ Thank you for sharing your feelings in such a lovely and well-worded way.

Although I haven't experienced this myself, I can at least imagine slightly, how much this must mean to you<3