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10 August 2010 @ 02:36 pm
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Goddammit. Now I can't keep pretending this show doesn't exist. I wish I hadn't looked.

White Envelope #3 in the mail today. The final one. With a message specifically to me from Alice-chan.

No words.

...Oh for Christ's sake, I'm crying again. Alice-chan retiring is one thing but I hate the mere thought of this show so much. I simply don't want it to happen, ever. It's stupid but I just... I can't deal with it.

Thank god no one retires in concerts, so I don't have to worry about taidan announcements again until Thursday. "R"ising!! rehearsals started today; Gin-chan on the 12th.

Ugh, ugh, ugh. *crawls into a hole*
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